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Normally the easiest way for me to entertain Jackson and spend good quality time with him is to read a book. He loves it and I can sit with him beside me and relax for a few minutes. Today marks the end of those moments. My belly is now the size of a small chair according to Jackson, therefore, the perfect place to sit while I read. Our relaxing moments together turned into a full out battle between him, myself, and our daughter. It seemed more like a wrestling match instead of story time, not to mention the teddy bear he insisted be in my lap (the one I don't have) as well. I have struggled over the past few weeks to find a comfortable place trying to be wife, mommy to Jackson, and pregnant mommy to our baby. Comfortable physically and mentally. Even though we don't want her to come early, I have been soooooooooooo ready to have her!! This afternoon Jonathan came home from work as usual asking what I needed....he is so good! I decided I needed to get out of the house for a bit and he told me to go to Starbucks and head to Target. Now I'm not sure if it was just what I needed or the small caffeine boost from the green tea frap, but I feel like a new person! I got the last few things on my list that I needed before the baby's arrival and Jonathan took care of feeding Jackson dinner and now I feel like I could conquer the world! I headed over to babysit Cara, our friend down the hall and was reading some scripture that speaks so perfectly to me tonight. (Cara is already in bed by the way).
"My God shall supply all your need according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus." - Philippians 4:19
I suddenly feel a true peace about delivering a baby. Up until now I have been burdened with worry that she would come early, or I wouldn't have everything ready when she does come...having a 23 month old makes nesting a bit difficult!! Finally tonight I feel peaceful. FINALLY. I believe it really has nothing to do with checking off a list and everything to do being reminded that He really does provide all of my needs. I have a wonderful husband who takes on the world each day to make my life easier, a beautiful son who can't get enough hugs and kisses from Mommy, a healthy second on the way any day, and a God who takes care of all my needs. Life can't get any better. Tonight I am grateful for a nice, quiet break from the norm to give me some perspective and appreciation for all I have. I encourage you to do the same. :)